I am so glad Ben dosen't work out of town very often. He has been gone all week... and will be gone next week too... Bummer dude. Luke said it best on Monday night after realizing Daddy wouldn't be home for several more days.. "How are you gonna take care of four kids all by yourself, MAMA?" I told him we will be fine. Then I start to think about Sam. How her sweet husband is Home... home with Jesus. I still can't believe I won't see him again on this earth. I will see Russell when I die and go to see my sweet, sweet Savior! May God Bless Samarah, Isaac, and Lilli.